Well so I don't have a boyfriend anymore. Luke is a complete waste of time and space. He broke up with me because I didn't tell him something right away and he flipped shit and broke up with me saying I was a whore and I'm a liar. Whatev son. I don't need that kind of shit in my life. I really don't know what his problem is but I'm movin on.

I'm just sitting in a parking lot updating my journal from my sidekick. This parking lot has an amazing view and is it just tranquil. I'm waiting for brit to call me back so we can go get her a new headlight for her car and so we can goto the mall to buy me new plugs.

Ughhh I'm getting period cramps.

Anyways I'm living with shaina now and it will be awesome. Were going to start looking for apartments n shit with our tax money and were looking for 3 bedrooms because they have the best deals and shit.

I got my hair cut and dyed and it looks awesome. I'm so happy with the way it turned outttt.

I'm buying 5/8th plugs at the mall so I can finally start making my plugs bigger cause now that I'm not at home I can make my ears bigger. And I'm so pumpedddddd.

Okay I'm going to smoke a cig and wait for brits call. Adios.

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warsing

I'm in my sisters bed right now and because I'm awesomes I can update from here on my supa coo sidekick. I'm gayy.

Today was pretty rad. I slept at shainas last night and I woke up around 2. Then I picked up chas and dropped them both off at shainas house. Then I went to mel's house and we got ready and then we left to head off to the mall. We smoked in the parking lot which was awesome. We got pretty high then went to the mall. Mel got these awesome new nikes. They are canvas, baby pink mids with white swooshes. Soo nice and she was so excited. Next week I'm going to get some new airs that are olive green (my favorite color), mauve pink and white. Sooooo nice and I can't wait to have them. I am such a bitch when it comes to waiting for things that I want. I just can't wait I have to have it. But I'm going to wait till friday when I get paid. Oh well.

After the mall me and melon drove around for seriously like 2 hours. It was still fun. We just drove around and sang to good songs. Then we went to hang out with eric at like 9 and we drove to the eastfield mall to meet up and we sat and talked for like 45 minutes. It was nice to see him. It always breaks my heart a little seeing him because I did love him once. Its been a year on the 6th since we started hanging out last year. Idkkkkk.

Nikessssss.

 time for a picture update now that I own a sidekick 3!

mel the day she got her sidekick (:



shaina and brit b!



notice the car in the background



me and mel trying on wigs at savers





mel in the movie theatre when we were seeing Juno!


me in the friendly's bathroom



my bestie samm



ava a wicked awesome girl I work with


my wicked chill manager Murph that doesnt work at friendly's anymore ): ):



shaina doing the obvioussss



FISH!






there you go guys!

So  life is going good.

I'm making cookies right now.  Your jealous.

Matt and I are pretty much over since I saw him last and he seemed like he wanted nothing to do with me.  I took that as a bad sign and I decided that I would wait for him to call me, which he never did.  So what the fuck ever.

Tomorrow i'm taking out $100 out of my bank account and buying Lauren's sidekick 3!!  I'm so excited.  I'm probably more pumped that Lauren and I are talking again.   

I'm bored.  Cooookiesss.

 Chrismas is almost heree and I don't even care really.  I'm going to my dad's on the 23rd till christmas morning then i'm coming back to mass for christmas night to see Matt and his family then i'm going to Sams!

I need to do a lot todayyy, oh how I love busy dayz...

So I havn't been doing a lot lately, just chillin with people.  Ya know.

I quit smoking and now I havn't had a cig in 6 days...go mee!

I havn't talked to Matt yet today and I didn't talk to him at all yesterday ): boo

Life has been sweet.  I think I acually found someone for me that has been right in front of me the whole time.  Mr. Matthew Forbesss.  I don't care how you know him or if he has done anything that you have heard because honestly I don't care.  He just makes me smile and I like it a lot.  We kissed thre times yesterday and we were holding hands and shit all nightt, just cute shit.  We dated almost excatly a year ago and last year I was still crazy n shit and I didn't want anyone but i'm totally different now and he seems to be everything I need.  I don't know how to explain it...I just am happy out of nowhere (:

I have work in an hour...8 at fucking night till 11.  What a shitty shift.  I hope cool people are closing.  I need to start waitressing so I can start making good money and i'll be able to pay my bills!  Well I only really have one bill which is my car insurance but i'll need money to move out at the end of the month.

My mom just bought a new jetta, so niice.  I'm mad jealous...makes me 1990 ford tempo look like shit.

I'm so happyyyy.

Such a big snow storm today...well my day started before the snow even came. I woke up at 930ish to goto the mall with shaina to try and fix our phones which havnt been accepting or sending text messages.

We went to the mall, she bought new gauges...then we got to the tmobile booth and they acually gave us free sims cards (when the sim cards weren't acually the problem).

So after that I brought her to work and I went back home and that is when it started snowing pretty bad.

Got in like 10 fights with my mom today...I'm so glad to be moving out soon...I feel ready to move out. I already lived out of my house for most of the year...from june till march last year. So I know what its like. And I'm totally ready to pay for everything and just...yeah.

I'm acually updating this from my sidekick...loves it.

(I miss you)

Life is crazy.

I have about a week left until I have to pay my whole car insurance up front and I know I won't have the money and my mom is saying she isn't going to help me at all...which is bull but whatever.  I'm trying hard to get another job and everything but the timing is terrible.

I've been hanging out with mel a lot and I love it.  I missed her a lot and lately we've been bonding pretty well and its awesome.  I'm not used to typing on a keyboard...i'm so used to typing with my thumbs on my sidekick, lol.

So andy finally left for the air force...good riddance.

Tomorrow i'm going to the mall with Shaina to fix our phones and shit.  Mad pumped to get texting back on my phone.  I've been without texting for about a week and it is killing me.  Gawrrrr.

I have my saves the day playlist on.  It makes me miss Sierrah a lot but i'm going to visit her this weekend and i'm so happy!

I still have ice cream on my arm from work.  Ugh.